And there was a Hero...

Friends Only :) MWA!!! HAHAHAHA

Fri, 09 Jan 2004 00:05:26 GMT

Comment if you waan be my friend:)

Okay so...

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 23:42:13 GMT

More on my sister Marie....

Background on her... I met her in April, after she turned 22, and Angela turned 18. When you are looking for someone you have to be 21, and they have to be 18, sho she had to wait till Angela turned 18, she was a little scared about contacting us but it worked out and I am very happy she did. So that's pretty much the background. When we met her, we met our cousin, Michelle, Michelle raised Marie, we met Michelle's Boyfriend, we met Michelles Daughter Ashely, and then we met Brandon, Maries now ex-fiancee. So, heres the drama with Marie and Brandon that I am tryin to deal with, which I am not really ready for, but if it helps Marie I will try the best I can.

Apparently, Brandon has been cheating on Marie for a while, with this girl Sherry, Sherry also has a child.. So that just brings more Drama, Sherry lives in a trailer, so let's think. Marie may has a broken life, and broken past but I know she is a great person and is worth anybodys time and does not deserve to be cheated on. I don't know much about Sherry other than the child and trailer part, but I mean if you had the choice with out knowing either would you pick a girl with a broken past, who has love in her life, and have people who love her, with a pretty good life, good job, and actually lives in an apartment. Or would you pick a girl with a child, who let someone cheat on thier Fiancee, for apparently 5 years? So, maybe this Sherry girl is a good girl, nice, sweet, whatever she has to offer, but I don't see why someone would leave a 8 year relationship for someone like Sherry, from what I have heard of her lifestyle, it ain't pretty, Brandon threw away something so valuable, Marie is so Beautiful I'll try and post a pic of her in this entry, maybe Marie can get a pic of Sherry for me. I just hate what Brandon is doin to Marie, he calls her and then throws her away again. He sets up plans then drops them, he needs to stop acting like a little kid and grow the fuck up. He's is starting to piss me off more than I have ever been pissed off. So... Anyways, Thats about all I have the attention span to type. I'm gonna go.

Wait... I lied...

As much as I know I shouldn't try and talk to Adam, I know it would be a bad idea, but I want to actually have a conversation with him about why he hates me, and try and deal with it. It's kinda still hurts like hell. And haunts me in my dreams, and he keeps makin it obvious which I hate, cause it's not helping me move on, which I know I needa do, and the people which I could move on to I can't, because they are supposedly with someone, but not exsclusivley, and well Timmy needs to be single, he needs to move on. He doesn't need me. Anyways I think I am a better friend to him than I would be a girlfriend. I love him to death, but hey i'm gonna do what is best for him. Hmmm, and well... I don't know about Matt maybe things will happen if not o well life goes on...Well I and really now gonna go byebye

Heres a pic of Marie sorry if it's big I don't feel like puttin a link

cough attack

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 21:16:34 GMT

Ok, i jsut had a coughin attack, holy lord... that was horrible.. anyways
Im home, what fun? Haha, anyways I absolutely don't wanna do my homework, it's bull. Stupid math,a nd stupid *pop test* in History i don't think so... i wanna study history, i do.. but i don't have the will power to finish the vocab sheet. Anyways, school was pretty good, nuttin bad happened, i skipped homeroom, i didn't feel like goin, its b.s. anyways... dunno.. im bored byebye

school time

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 20:00:23 GMT

im in 7th period its not very fun, its photo, we sorda just sit here, but its all good, its a sorda fun class once we start doin things:) my friend paige is sittin next to me reading an e-mail from her b.f guess its funny, cuz sh laughed. my teacher is talkin and its really quite so i can't type very loud. anyways,i didn't get my grades today cuz i didn't go to homeroom today, i sorda forgot we were gettin our grades today so i just didn't go, o well ill get them tommorrow... anyways, im gonna invite my friend Meagan over today, i am bored thats why i invited her.. hehe, im mean in a way......

Ok, so My sister Marie... i feel mean saying this, but she is hopeless. I get these really long e-mails from her, talkin bouther ex fiancee, ya i know he jsut threw 8 years down the drain,but she is being like me, relentless of tryin ot gethim back, and its not wokrin for her, its bringing her down also,she even went to his new g.f's TRAILER!!! she has a friggin triler, haha, why would he leave Marie, who has a nice apartment for triler trash?! with a kid!? haha hes an idiot, but ya i lost my train of thought because i had to go learn how to load a camera:) okie im gonna go now byebye

Timmy

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 02:17:08 GMT

Ok.

This whole Timm and Jenn thing... well it ended. In a way im happy, cuz he is single:) but in a way im sad for him because he doesn't seem very happy. I love ya timms...
But, I read the comment Jenn made in Timms Journal,and it seemed kinda rude, and that sorda pissed me off. I didn't like her to begin with and it seems liek shes mad at timmy, and timmy tried the best he could to make things work. And they didn't, so sue him. And timmy if things work out between u and chrissy then im glad for you, i love that girl she's great for you, and makes u happy, i don't care who you are with as long as you are happy, and are makin good choices okie? okie.. <3 Ya

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 00:54:06 GMT

to save u the trouble of clickin on the link down there....

this man is BEAUTIFULL!!!

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 00:47:33 GMT

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 00:38:46 GMT

clickie this is awesome!!!

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 00:09:57 GMT

IM GONNA HAVE A HEARTATTACK!!!!

I LOVE BOYS!!! TEEHEE!! GOD HOW MUCH HOTTER COULD THEY GET?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 00:07:59 GMT

Which Hanson do you have a future with? by forbidden_lovin
Your Name:
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Hanson Brother	Isaac
Date of Wedding:	April 15, 2023
Number of Kids:	2
Will it Last?	Maybe

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ENTRY!

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 23:27:35 GMT

Well, I put it so only friends can comment, Alex.. get over it:) if u care enough get a livejournal urself :-P.

Anyways, school, amazingly.... was good. I mean nuttin bad happend... woohoo!!!! I actually had th ewill poweer to do U.S. History work, i sorda had will power in math, and Latin i had the will power, foods i fell asleep, lit i slept too, photo, i left early:) *SMILES* And well..... regina is in a bitchy mood, she pisses me off, we wait for like an hour for her, and she gets in the car and starts bitchin us out, im like WTF?! I'm sittin all the way down here in roswell,when i could be at home wasting my time on somethingi actually enjoy and she is here bitchin at me, cuz i won't put the visor up.. well fuck u.

Anyways... Moving onwards, Paige doesn't approve of me leavin school, i don't knwo what david thinks, Timms told me to go for it (i know he has faith in me) Becca, was like WTF? and i think thats all who knoes, o alex does i think, i don't know what he thinks but regardless of ya'lls opinions i'm gonna shoot for it, I think i can achieve it, if i think i can do it ya'lls hould too...

Umm... Let me think... Talkin to matt :) Um...Im cold, i had a dr.pepper sittin next to me,t hat has vanilla in it :) YUMMS:) And.... I am pretty optimistic about this semester, I want to get out of highschool, and i know i can do it, i knwo i can leave the piece of shit for soemthign i wanna do...I just needa keep the will power all semester, I wish i was my sister Katie, she works so hard, and always does what she needs to do even if she doesn't have the willpower... anyways............

Anything else? Nah I don't think so... I think Marie and Brandon are gonna try and work it out... Alex i changed the thingy.. happy? good u better be... Because of this whole Marie thing, i kept thinkin of Adam, because i had to keep givin her examples and stuff, to explain what iw as sayin, it's bring in me down but i know i ams trong and i will get outta this phase soon. As long as i dont' see adam in the near future i am fine.:) I gots nuttins more... byes!!!

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 02:43:54 GMT

SO COOL LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!! CLICKY!!!

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 00:07:23 GMT

i need sleep!!!!! im so tired!!!! my goshness!!! anyways, im gonna go get some food and the go sleep sleep... thats what i needa do!!! byebye!

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 22:44:51 GMT

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy

home sweet home

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 21:07:24 GMT

well school was boring as usual, argh. I almost fell asleep so many times, umm... Emmy my doggy is my background... I needa make this journal friends only....

~hey hey hey~

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 02:26:42 GMT

its me on the background:)

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 02:09:21 GMT

My Sista Lindy
drawing
another
me

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 02:04:20 GMT

ME?

My sista's Drawing

My Sista-Lindy

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 23:36:24 GMT

CLICKIE this is my sista angie, she was punk barbie for a day i like dis pic

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 23:30:15 GMT

Pretty Roses

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 20:16:46 GMT

wheres my kittie?

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 19:17:01 GMT

*yawn* that was a good nap.

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 16:49:03 GMT

goin to sleep...!!! yaya!!! i need some friggin sleep. *YAWN*

Good Morning...

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 15:46:31 GMT

To the world I hate.

*YAWN*

Okie, Now that is out... I need more Pibb Xtra, ARGH! *Shiver* I'm cold, tired, pained, this is all bullshit.

So, I had a dream which goes a like this....

*Doorbell rings* I go to answer it, it's a delivery person. He asks me to sign something or the other, so I do. He hands me the package, I go take it to Megan... *Delivery guy in background* "you have nive hair" *me* "Uhh, thanks" I go dowstairs, throw the package to Megan, cause it is for her... The I turn around, and go back up stairs... Scarey part... Delivery Guy on the stairs, I freak and try and run back down the stairs, he grabs my arm... I try and scream, but I can't. It's one of those dreams where you wanna screama nd run away but you can't, well I wake myself, cuz im screamin in my sleep....

Okie, Moving onwards..... ZzZzZzZzZzZz... *dream bubble pops* o right, ehh... what was i saying?

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 15:07:59 GMT

aww fuck... it deleted it... ill write what i was saying later....